When someone asks what my favorite book is, there are always two novels that come to mind. And I can’t for the life of me choose between them.
I love a lot of books. Like, A LOT OF BOOKS. I’ve read The Hunger Games trilogy and Anna and the French Kiss and half the Harry Potter books and Thirteen Reasons Why and the entirety of the Chronicles of Narnia series (and a bunch of others) at least three times each. I actually read Anna and the French Kiss back to back at one point this summer, just because I didn’t want it to end. (Also because OMG THAT ONE SCENE IN ISLA AND THE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.) (I mean, you can’t help but reread Anna a thousand times after that.)
Of my two Absolute Favorite Books though, I’ve read one twice and the other one and a half times and I don’t have plans to reread either again anytime soon.
Those original reading experiences mean too much to me. I don’t want to spoil the memories I currently have locked between those pages with new ones that could never be as big or deep or significant as their predecessors.
The first of these two Absolute Favorite Books is Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver. The second is Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein.
The funny thing is that Before I Fall is this kind of wonky, Groundhog Day-esque, lyrical contemporary YA and Code Name Verity is this very dark, bittersweetly beautiful, historical NA-ish-thing, and neither are anything I would ever write myself. They aren’t even books I would normally pick up. But they mean the world to me.
I don’t love Before I Fall and Code Name Verity the way I do because they’re particularly excellent on a technical level, even though they are. (Before I Fall has some of the best characters, and character development, I’ve ever read and Code Name Verity has just, like, one of the most perfectly executed plots ever written in the history of ever.) I love these books because they make me feel things in a way other books don’t, and I found them in times when I needed saving and they were exactly the right heroes, and they have shattered me and stomped on me and put me back together again.
And more than anything else, isn’t that what matters about books? More than the author’s use of symbolism, or well-done plot twists, or tightly-crafted prose, isn’t what a book makes us feel the part that stays with us the longest?
I recently re-read The Catcher in the Rye, and although I can tell you lots of reasons for why it’s a classic (that voice! that symbolism!), it honestly didn’t make me—personally, as an individual—feel a thing. But at the same time, I haven’t read a word of Code Name Verity in over a year and I still, you know, JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE SOMETHING STUCK IN MY EYE every time I think about it too much. And I will never forget the tough time Before I Fall pulled me through junior year of high school.
In essence, these books matter because they matter to me. Any book matters, first and foremost, because of how it affects the readers who love it most.
You don’t have to read a book (or watch a movie or listen to a song or take in a painting) “at least three times” for it to be your Absolute Favorite. You just have to remember how it made you feel, and treasure those memories caught in those pages, and know that that book is important. The fact that you believe it is important makes it so.
Every book, whether it has affected a single person or millions, is important.
To paraphrase Code Name Verity, “It’s like being in love, discovering your favorite book.”
And btw, you should totally read Before I Fall and Code Name Verity if you haven’t already. Not promising you’ll fall in love with them, but who knows. We’re all in need of saving at some point. Go out and find your heroes.
OH MY GARGOYLES I READ *BEFORE I FALL* A COUPLE MONTHS AGO AND AT THE END I WSNTED TO CRY. in some parts it was a bit repetitive, but the characters were beautiful
“Oh my gargoyles” LOL. Best opener ever!
I burst out laughing when I read that!
I totally agree on the repetitive thing, but yeah, the character development is worth it. 🙂
I still need to read both of those! They are on my to-read list which is sitting right in front of me right now.
I agree so much about your favorite books being ones that made you feel something and had an impact on your life. That’s what I want to do for readers so much with my writing, more than impressing them with its technical marvels or whatever- to change (or ruin, possibly) their lives. Harry Potter did that for me which is probably why it’s my favorite.
Same. If I can make someone feel something, I know I’m doing my job right. (HARRY POTTER. <3)
Had the pleasure of moderating a panel with Lauren Oliver at the James River Writers Conference back when Before I fall first came out, so I read the book as part of my panel preparation. I completely agree about the character development in that book. She does such a convincing job of taking a horribly self-centered character and transforming her into one willing to sacrifice herself for others.
That’s so awesome! And yes, she most certainly did. 🙂 It’s one of the few books I’ve read with that sort of development arc that felt natural.
That must’ve been so awesome! And YES to all this! I have finally narrowed down my list of favorite authors to Melina Marchetta, Julie Kagawa, and Stacey Jay. But books? How can I say which one is better than other? For me the problem is that I may adore the prose in one, in another I love the worldbuilding, and the other’s plot twists have me squealing in delight whether I’d seen it coming or I’d been completely clueless. (With Marchetta’s Lumatere Chronicles I have yet to have been completely sure of what this woman does.)
I have that trouble, too! I think you really only need to find one thing you like about a book in order to like the book as a whole, so if an author has multiple things I like (ex: Maggie Stiefvater has beautiful writing and great plot twists and wonderful characters), I fall in love. 🙂 I’ll have to check out your favorite authors!
I haven’t read those books but I know exactly what you mean. It’s my favorite books that never seem to leave me, haunt my waking hours and lead me off into my dreams at night because I don’t need to have the pages open to feel the story wrapped around my heart…
Sorry, no, it’s just dust in my eye. I have to go. *speeds away sobbing like a fangirl because she is one*
Beautiful way of putting it. (Now, if you don’t mind, I’m off to purchase copious amounts of Kleenex. Wanna go in for a box?)
I did not enjoy this post. Neither do I think it’s really important and needed to be said. Nope. Not at all. Of course not.
(Before I Fall is actually one of my all-time favorites for the same reason–it made me *feel* so much. I was thinking about it even after I finished, and I still think about it sometimes. It’s weird because there are a lot of things that I didn’t think were done that well in it, but the essence of the story–and of the characters–shined through in a way few books are able to do.) (Also, I need to read CNV.)
Ugh. Go away, John. NOBODY ASKED YOU.
(I so agree. Before I Fall definitely has weak elements, but the parts it does well it does SO SO well.) (YES YOU DO GET ON THAT.)
I loved Code Name Verity and Rose Under Fire, but I liked Rose Under Fire a smidge better. I have a hard time with the favorite book question as well, but I always resort to To Kill a Mockingbird. Now that I’ve read this post, I whole heartedly agree that the mark of a good book is one that makes the reader feel, and TKAM made me feel so many emotions all at once. As writers it can be difficult to capture emotions correctly, but when we do so, the effect is stunning. And now I must go read Before I Fall.
That’s so interesting! I just read Rose Under Fire a few weeks ago and, while I loved it, I still liked Code Name Verity a little better.
To Kill a Mockingbird is SO GOOD. I need to reread it.
I have not read those books, I did not plan to read them, as a matter of fact I have never even heard of those two titles, but I have to reply to this post!
Yes, a thousand times yes, this, ladies and gentlemen, THIS is what books (and any other type of story as a matter of fact) really are, they are what you felt when you read them and they are even more awesome because of what they make/made you feel when your read them!
This is not something any book can achieve for anyone, and everyone has their own preferences, but that is one of the goal I want to reach as an author : making the experience of reading my stories unforgettable! (Still some work to do on that part though, but one day I’ll get there!)
I have a few books like that that I could name, The count of Monte Cristo is one of them, and I can only say that what makes a book great is not just the book itself, but the whole universe that gravitates around it.
Thank you for this post!
I’ll give these two a shot one day, who nose (haha, joke) I might like them!
Same! I can’t imagine writing something good enough to make people feel things the way my favorites make me feel things, but it’s definitely what I’m aiming for. Good luck! Hopefully someday we’ll both reach that point. 🙂
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Books are wonderful… I guess I’m really into fantasy because it’s sometimes so hard to find books in other genres that just speak to me…
Ooh, what are some of your fave fantasies? I’ve been meaning to read more of that. 🙂
My very favorite: “Chronicles of Narnia” and “The Lord of the Rings.” Other of my favorites sometimes bend over into sci-fi territory–the Time Quintet by Madeleine L’Engle, the Space Trilogy by C.S. Lewis. Also, the Redwall Series and Castaways of the Flying Dutchman trilogy by Brian Jacques, and the Ranger’s Apprentice series by John R. Flanagan. (I class that as fantasy mostly because though there are subdued fantasy elements, it’s set in an alternate universe version of Earth–England is Araluen, Ireland is Hibernia, France is Gaulica, and so forth. It’s actually more of a family drama, as it moves on in the series, and gains political thriller elements too. It’s a bit eclectic, but then, that’s any good fantasy for you. 😉 One of my fantasy novels is primarily a political thriller, set around a young man who is running away following the death of his mother.)
I know, right?
I cannot decide on a single favourite book, I mean there are SO MANY lovely books out there, each of them amazing in their own unique way. I find it really difficult to choose one particular book/series as my favourite. Right now my favourite books and series are:
1. Harry Potter
2. Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus
3. Divergent Trilogy
4. The Hunger Games Trilogy
5. Agatha Christie
6. The Book Thief
…..Long list 🙂 but then….
I love this post, the writing style especially 🙂
By the way, my blog is turning one in eleven days and I’m hosting a poll to decide on the first anniversary post.
The link is:http://rsoundarya0707.blogspot.in/2015/04/nothing-in-particular1-and-you-can-vote.html
Your vote will mean a lot to me and please vote if possible. 🙂
Amazing post and I love your blog ❤
Wow, awesome post! I couldn’t agree more that the books that make you feel something are the best ones. If I ever manage to write something that actually makes someone cry, I guess I’ll know I’ve reached my goal….Anyway, my favorites, mostly books that changed my writing style (or life, however you want to put it)
Percy Jackson and the Olympians/Heroes of Olympus (possibly my favorite series ever)
Harry Potter (same)
The Hunger Games (okay, so I have a lot of favorites.)
Legend by Marie Lu (Fast-paced and plenty of action, plus I love Lu’s writing style)
The Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken (this one is something of an emotional roller coaster and the writing is beautiful. Very highly recommended!)
The Book Thief (just plain amazing)